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The semester is officially over.
It is not particularly a hectic term yet I felt it has been going on for a long time.
It ended with my last exam in NIE and when I begin the next semester, which is also my last, it will only be for 6 weeks before I head out to school for formal teaching. With this in mind, and as I look back, time did fly! But I must say it has been fruitful.

My relationships/friendships have been deepened and that means more to me than anything else. I LOVE MY CLASS! Awwwww....

In 48 hours, I will be off for my long-awaited break in Aussie. Well well...its finally going to happen but not without its obstacles, even till this moment. First was Liling's boo boo about when her SS module end and now Leslie's toe! Anyhow, I remember Peace's prayer on sat that God knows my heart's desire and how this trip is important to me and He knows. Just now, I was pondering on the various hiccups that came along and was quite disheartened. Yet an assurance came about that All Will be Fine. :) Thanks!

Its now time to rest. Be refreshed and renewed again for a new season.

Restless I have been for a while. A longing for a change. A longing for something new. However, in my haste to get there I got lost. And feeling stranded suddenly. Not sure where I should be heading towards now. Yet I know I'm to be at somewhere, somehow.

Without fail, being away for a while clears my head and perspectives will change. I want that. And I know when I return, I'm enroute to the place of Restedness, Refreshment and Renewal.

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