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GABE & SHANE

Newest additions : Gabe & Shane Leong 

I AM OFFICIALLY AN AUNTIE TO 2 NEPHEWS!!! 

When asked how I feel about the arrival of the twins, I really didn't know what or how to feel. To some extent, there was a mixture of jealousy and envy because having twins was something I wished for myself. 

Truth be told, I wasn't that excited as I had to adjust to the house being more crowded, messier and my personal space became smaller. All these nagging thoughts and feelings were a struggle and I was thankful for my camps as they became like mini retreats for me. 

In any case, I had to accept the fact that the family has expanded and I had to take stock of my own emotions and to commit them to God appropriately. Took my time to be familiar with the twins and learnt to carry these fragile little things. There's something magical about having a tiny bub in your arms. The feeling is especially warm when the little one snuggles near the bosom (the position of security and comfort for them I suppose) and it reminds me of the affection God has for His children. 

They may not be my own kids but I have to start seeing them as my own and to play that active role in being an influential figure in their lives. I don't particularly want to be too attached because I don't even know how much of their growing up I will be able to witness but learning to just be present whenever I can. 

WELCOME TO OUR WORLD GABE & SHANE! 

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