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On my own!

The desire to move out, having my own little space and way of life is just getting more and more tempting! Especially when I have a mother who seriously is getting on my nerves regarding household matters! I know...patience is a virtue but I am the first to admit I'm not virtuous in this area for now!

I suspect she is not able to accept that I'm grown up and am fully independent. She's forever grumbling that no one bothers to help her with the housework and she's tired etc etc....so I got my own laundry basket, dead set on doing my own laundry from now onwards but still she must interfere in whatever little space I set for myself! And know what, I often find my clothes either stained or missing! Its always MY STUFF being hijacked for some reason.

Nowadays I am fantasizing about having my own apartment, designing it my way and absolutely NO interference from anyone! But my ever wise grandpa has to nicely jolt me back to earth, stating the huge financial burden I will have to bear if I do so. Darn right he is. And so it remains a fantasy.

But I am still hoping to be on my own overseas for a few years stint someday somehow. Well...hopefully its sooner and not later :)

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