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The Quiet Tiger

It was not a roaring CNY for me. Rather the Tan clan welcomed the tiger in a rather quiet fashion. In fact, it has been this way for the past few zodiac animals. Personally, I enjoy the quiet affair. Just chill and no need for the rush from 1 house to another. The routine is pretty much the same as previous years; visit gramps, then headed to Mandai to pay our respects and then family dinner. The next few days was spent visiting ex-neighbour, friends and more friends.

This year, my gramps decided not to go for the extended family's dinner. Being anti-social at their age. So it was just the 5 of us. The turn out gets smaller with each passing year and I also noticed many of my relatives aging. It is with mixed feelings that I sat through the dinner. It is easy to not turn up and give the excuse that is just part of the socializing facade but as I looked around that night, I realised I won't know who will never be around in future. I was glad I made the decision to just go.

An aunt of mine who is normally aloof and reticent sat at my table and started talking to me. Most surprisingly, we have quite alot of similarities in terms of our degree and vocation. She also majored in social work, was a teacher then VP then trainer at MOE's HQ. I never knew that. So we talked and I had a good time. Interacted with her 2 very intelligent and eloquent kids whom I am so impressed with. All in all, I realised my PR skills are just superbly well-honed!

The CNY break is over and everyone is back at work or school. It felt as though the last 4 days were all but a dream. Took minimal pictures this time round even though I brought my camera along. Didn't feel the need to capture anything. But my conversation with my aunt sure was memorable and I'm glad to have a special moment that cannot be captured with a 'click'.

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