Dark clouds looming outside my room. Can hear claps of thunder sporadically. ITS GOING TO POUR! YEAH!!!! I love rain. Don't know why but when I see those huge droplets falling continuosly...it somehow refreshes me. Rain never fails to charge me up. I am thankful that on a day when I'm feeling rather gloomy and drained, the rain comes to perk me up!!!
Dread this week. 2 huge assignments in my face and I'm half-way done for each. I know I'm at my peak of stress when my brain is actively thinking about my assignments even when I'm asleep! Arghhhhhhhhh....literally losing hair over it (not that I have alot to spare lor). Gross!
Ha..but as I ponder about things, I asked myself if I should need to feel all frus up over assignments! Aren't there more impt things in life than my assignments? Why must all these dumbo assignments and deadlines have such strong control over me, my emotions and well-being!? I believe I'm stronger than that! Come on lah...I'm a product of the education system of Singapore! Haha...endured tougher training prior to NIE.
I always tell myself never to stay in the rut if I ever find myself in one. I have to somehow get out otherwise, I'll just remain there or worse, sink deeper. Its time to get my act together and keep charging on as I've been doing. All these trying moments are mere fleeting ones, but what should stand strong is my inner being , my character. I'm not easily taken down and these assignments will never be able to! Haha yeah!
For now, having a new perspective and making the choice to stay positive and be ME! :)
And waiting for the refreshing downpour to come! Quickly will ya????
Dread this week. 2 huge assignments in my face and I'm half-way done for each. I know I'm at my peak of stress when my brain is actively thinking about my assignments even when I'm asleep! Arghhhhhhhhh....literally losing hair over it (not that I have alot to spare lor). Gross!
Ha..but as I ponder about things, I asked myself if I should need to feel all frus up over assignments! Aren't there more impt things in life than my assignments? Why must all these dumbo assignments and deadlines have such strong control over me, my emotions and well-being!? I believe I'm stronger than that! Come on lah...I'm a product of the education system of Singapore! Haha...endured tougher training prior to NIE.
I always tell myself never to stay in the rut if I ever find myself in one. I have to somehow get out otherwise, I'll just remain there or worse, sink deeper. Its time to get my act together and keep charging on as I've been doing. All these trying moments are mere fleeting ones, but what should stand strong is my inner being , my character. I'm not easily taken down and these assignments will never be able to! Haha yeah!
For now, having a new perspective and making the choice to stay positive and be ME! :)
And waiting for the refreshing downpour to come! Quickly will ya????
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